Forgotten ?

So, did you miss me? I often came back to check my blogspot to sate my ego and hardly found any “miss you” or “we need more” .. tho a couple of my friends had kept reminding me that abandonment its not the bloggers’ “i-style”..

Life has been on a super highway (that’s another repeated statement). The transition from a lousy complaining software engineer to a “khaaz-pooz” masters’ student haven’t been without action and drama. Even if it was the smoothest of smooth transformation, I wouldn’t let go without exclamations and effective swearing. So I am here … in a far away land… almost at the tip of Europe. The first week was so eventful to my all kinds of standards, that I was at the edge of a nervous breakdown. The second week, I couldn’t believe the vegetable prices in the shops and now at the end of the third month, I am buying beer for myself and my friends. So that’s me.

I am the only brown skinned; there is a wide range of fairness of east and west Europe (I love those Nordic eyes), the rest of the Asians have almost a gold-tinged fairness and not the least, we have the shades of smooth ebony and pure darkness of a dark chocolate, from the big continent. The Angolan looks like as if she stepped out of “the Vogue”!!! Does colour matter? I don’t know. I think it shouldn’t. I think there was another swearing session on how polarization is happening in the class - ofcourse I had my share of whining; speak about being “judgmental“!!

Add to this: how about being in a class, where half of them were born when you were already in your teens?!! The drama queen in me was in such a boom-n-bust cycle, it took me weeks before I started behaving normal. Sorry (desi) folks, I didn’t mean it, but now they are convinced that Indian women aren’t really predictable or easy (does this transcend to a word called “insanity”?? **pondering**)

Well, these days, I feel as if I survived a storm... Is it too early to say that? Dunno. But these folks have been making me so mushy - thats when we were introduced to “Biophilia”, that I almost jumped up to say, “Thatz me, dude!!” (**I didn’t, my “rationality“ did not sync with my heart**)

Guess its time to get back to another torturous assignment, which makes me live like an insomniac!!! (Did you think I quit being whiny? Ha! How gullible can you get?!!) Anyways, there have been too many parties as Xmas is around the corner and been spirited by too many spirits :-) .. so let me get back to continue on how I can make this place more humane.

Will come back after the break!