My old land lady is busy translating her late husband's autobiography in which he says that he "ate life in big scoops!". I was amazed by those words.. and realized that's what most of us want from our lives, yet we loose our time just doing nothing! Or worrying and feeling miserable of things that didn't happen!
Every morning, I wake up looking at the great blue sky .. grayish indeed these cloudy days.. being on the 9th floor, it gives you this canvas for you to paint your day... and I promise myself, its gonna be great.. till I enter the class.. I don't know when I lost all those interpersonal skills! Chatter box indeed I am, but never been in such a constant conflict! My soul is so lost in the pursuit of finding the rhythm ...
Some days my mind refuses to budge -to listen to what I have to say; with its back turned at my words of comfort, leaving me helpless and tired.
Well, I am not a "quitter".. so I keep charging at that destiny which awaits me with god-knows-what-else-in-store! Wish I had an AK 47; I wouldn't mind keeping the "universal thingy" aside for a quick solution!
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1 comments:
I wish time could have a different pace. It actually does ... but that is not controllable...
This is vague - so allow me to explain. Remember the last minute of a 20 min jog on a treadmill, and the seconds just have epochs between them - and how the whole night passes by as a wink.
If we had some control over time, I would like in the childhood to be a little faster (god those were boring days).. and the life now to have some space (I have to catch up on all that reading).
But whatever it may be - its definitely a beautiful life, an every bit worth the big scoops.
Love your writing - keep at it
hugs :)
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